a little success today I've found out the married name of my Dad's brother's daughter and now I'm trying to find out if she's still alive. She was a year older than me.

I can't possibly be the only female in my family with this mutation.

I've just written this once and lost it!
I'm feeling bit depressed and tearful today. Am I the only one ever in my family who'se ever had to cope with with this Brca thing. I'm mentally exhausted and frustrated still searching. It just doesn't seem fair. I ordered the death certificate of my great great grandmother today. A shot in the dark I know but worth a try.
And on top of that I feel like Gray is trying to force me to fly to the sun with him. I am a very nervous flyer and I can't cope with that for a while. The stress of a flight spoils a holiday for me sadly. I worry through the whole holiday about the flight back. It goes back to a bad flight we had to Singapore a few years ago.

Anway back to the exiting ironing! Sorry to be a bore!

Searching.

Searchjng...searching...searching for over 2 years for my Dads's side of the family. II really want to know where my mutation has come from before I have my pbm. It's a mental thing and it's very frustrating as I'm getting nowhere. I've worked so hard for it and time is running out.


Oh well keep on trying!