wEHT FR AN APPOINTMEBT WITH THE OTHER ONCOLOGIST TODAY AND HE IS GOING TO TRY AND GET ME ON PHASE2 OF THE PARP TRIALS

Finally an appointment

Had a lovely day out with my sis in law and best friends Mo and PeteWonderful friends and family Also after hassling the hospital Ifinally have an appointment with my latest oncologisy after feelinf abandoned
 Really enjoying having my Sis in law to stay.

A bit of a happiier day

noter day in today .Gray went local shopping bless him and we had no significant ost . I tried to call my genetic councillor again to nform him of my brthers death but he was in Nottingham today and was asked to call tomorrow.
my best friend Mo had breast cancer the year bfore me and had a lesion on her lung but she had her last ct sca results today and they were good. there were lots of people worried about her. Last night we went out with her and a husband for a drink and a meal and I was absolutely knackered afterwards with cancer fatigue. It is so frusreating as I am usually so full of energy

Abit chirpier today

I've been a bit chirpier today as we went out to the local shops so I got out. Also our friend Dave phoned to let us know my brothers house is being clu

leaned out and that I sounded cirpier. My berst friend Mo has the resulits from her ct scan on Wednesday and I'm very worried about her. Tomorrow we will be going out with her and her husband Pete for a drink and a meal

In a lot of pain at the moment as didn't take my painkillers early enough

Had a lovely evening with my brother and sister in laws family . Paul.Corinna ,their daughter Rae and sher boyfriend Robin with their son Kier and lovely Italian meal. Corinna brought me 2 of her beautiful canaries as a belated birthday present . I haveMarcella and Robert and I love them both

sTILL NOTHING ON AN APPOINTMENT SO i phoned MY ONCS  SECRETARY AND SHE GAVE ME THE DOCS TELEPHONE NUMBER WHIXH i Phoned but they hadn't recieved my notes yet. Phoned Lynn back and she said she;d sort it bless her. Gray has gone to pick up my rx and I'M LEFT ON MY OWN AGAIN WITH CARDS TO MAKE

Another day

Still scared stiff of dying and can't believe the pain is still gone Whoopie
As I was saying earlier I WAS SCARED i 'D GOT SECONFARIES IN THE lungs but I visited our next door neighbour Debbie today who also has asthma like me and she has had the same problem with the weather condditions with her asthma too.
Went to the docs for my flu jab and we forgot to take the stuff for the Embrace blood test so I'm going on Fiday for it.Last night we went for an Italian meal at our local Italian  restaurantwhich cherred me up a bi the the stress is getting to my hubbie and me and we've been snapping at each other but we always make up after

Breathless .is it Asthma or mets?

Went into the city centre today for an opticians appiintment but was informed it was las week when I was in hospital so I will have to phone them for a new appointment. I hae been very breathless today,don't know whether it's my asthma or mets in my lungs. I haven't been toldif there are. Feeling very scared of dying. i WANT TO GET CLOSER TO God before I die Wanted to go to Mass yesterday but couldn't get there so I watched a live Mass on the net and I woke up in the morning with no pain at all!

Another day

Another day of feeling scared. Spoke to a go0d fiend on my mobile and my best friend arranged to take me in to see my work friends on Thursday which has given me something to look forward to
 Gray tookme for a short walk to the local shop. Sorry this is a short report but life is boring.

Still waitung for an appointment

Still living in pain killers. Went to a course n card making this morning at our local office shop which was great as I mett local people again . We walked there which I managed but paid for it afterwards and I needed a rest We were supposed to be seeing our friend Paul today but he didn't contact us.

Another ct scan

Ihad another ct sscan to check my mets ad they have all grown back AHHHHH! wAS KEEPEN IN HOSPITAL FOR 5 DAYS I CASE MY HEAD SWELLED AND i HAD CONFUSIO. tODAY i SAW MY ONCOLOGIST AND HE HAS DECIDD TO TRANSFer me to another doc at rhe QE hispital to get on the parp inhibitors