Another day

Still scared stiff of dying and can't believe the pain is still gone Whoopie
As I was saying earlier I WAS SCARED i 'D GOT SECONFARIES IN THE lungs but I visited our next door neighbour Debbie today who also has asthma like me and she has had the same problem with the weather condditions with her asthma too.
Went to the docs for my flu jab and we forgot to take the stuff for the Embrace blood test so I'm going on Fiday for it.Last night we went for an Italian meal at our local Italian  restaurantwhich cherred me up a bi the the stress is getting to my hubbie and me and we've been snapping at each other but we always make up after

Breathless .is it Asthma or mets?

Went into the city centre today for an opticians appiintment but was informed it was las week when I was in hospital so I will have to phone them for a new appointment. I hae been very breathless today,don't know whether it's my asthma or mets in my lungs. I haven't been toldif there are. Feeling very scared of dying. i WANT TO GET CLOSER TO God before I die Wanted to go to Mass yesterday but couldn't get there so I watched a live Mass on the net and I woke up in the morning with no pain at all!

Another day

Another day of feeling scared. Spoke to a go0d fiend on my mobile and my best friend arranged to take me in to see my work friends on Thursday which has given me something to look forward to
 Gray tookme for a short walk to the local shop. Sorry this is a short report but life is boring.

Still waitung for an appointment

Still living in pain killers. Went to a course n card making this morning at our local office shop which was great as I mett local people again . We walked there which I managed but paid for it afterwards and I needed a rest We were supposed to be seeing our friend Paul today but he didn't contact us.

Another ct scan

Ihad another ct sscan to check my mets ad they have all grown back AHHHHH! wAS KEEPEN IN HOSPITAL FOR 5 DAYS I CASE MY HEAD SWELLED AND i HAD CONFUSIO. tODAY i SAW MY ONCOLOGIST AND HE HAS DECIDD TO TRANSFer me to another doc at rhe QE hispital to get on the parp inhibitors

Today my ister in law is coming to stay for a few days and I'm liooking forward to it The only trouble is that my muscles are giving me agony.

Looking forward to a visit